Well God was showing me that things can work out, even if they're not what you planned or even what you expected! First let me start out by sharing this verse that i found today! In Ps 30 it says, "weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning." Later on in the same passage David wrote, "What profit is there in my blood when I go down into the pit?" These two verses may seem to be very not similiar, but throughout the past few days I have gone through many changes. I have changed my major, dropped all my former classes and successfully added new ones, and now I am currently looking for a part time job! Talk about God re-routing your life! I was a mess a few days ago (you can catch up on all that in my previous, grammatically horrible post)! But God worked it all out! I didn't! God did! I am now focusing on gettting my associates degree in Medical Transcription and medical administration! (For those of you who know me well enough, you also know that I am already kinda bossie) But that doesn't have anything to do with the verses that God showed me a few minutes ago...those verses are what I wish could be seen in my life when the sun doesn't seem so bright in my little world. I wish that I could realize that God is in control and not me! I wish that I would be in constant praise to God for all the things he's done for me! But alas, I'm not there yet! It's good though b/c I like working on things and God will help me to realize even more things that I need to work on! Ultimately, "Success in not final, and failure is not fatal." >>>>Not when God is in cotrol of your life, He can do whatever He pleases without your consent. He is joyous though when He finds that it is Him we seek and not our own strenghts when the storm is raging! God's hand is a lot stronger than mine could ever be, so I'm gonna let him lift the loads off of my shoulders! Thanks to all of you who left me encouraging comments when I needed them! I hope that I can be there for you when you need a lift too! Have a great day!

This has been the most discouraging day I've had since I chipped my front tooth at MBBC! I found out today that even though I have everything I need to get my Associates degree in nursing that I still would be place d on at waiting list where Iam number 331 ....that translates to about 4 years of wiating! 4 YEARS!!! I don't have that kind of itme! But m,aybe God is tellong me sometihng! Maybe it isn't the time that he was giving me, but the oppurtunity to find another career choice! I've spent the day crying on and off...thinking lots and lots, and reoroganinzing my room b/c that is what I do when I am frustrated! I am also in a sticky situation with my car and am pray8ing that God will provide a safer mode of transportation for me! He knoww what He is doing, I just pray that HE will reveal it to me soon! For any of you who can remerber palses pray for me in teh next few days! Pray that the job I applied ofr as a Assistatn Activites director at a nursing home will come through! Please lift me up in prayer during the next fe w days! I miss you and love you all! thanks!

So I got back from Ross's house last nite....I just want to say that HE IS THE GREATEST guy I've ever dated!!!! It's just the little things that he does to make sure that I'm taken care of... like if I need anything, if I want anything, what I wanna do! He treats me like a princess...any of you who know me know that I don't mind that at all! I'm so excited about this upcoming holiday season, hoipefully it will be a time when all of our families will grow closer! School is coming up quickly, work is on my ming right now...I hope that God will open up another door for me, hopefully better paying and with more opportunities for growth in the field of nursing! ****Pray that my score on the NET test is higher than 85!!!! Please!!!! A good score is around a 50...but since this field is becoming so competitive they want you to aim for 85-88!!! The higher my score is the better my chances of getting directly into the program! Please Lord!!! All of your prayers would be appreciated greatly! Well I have to go do some mroe reading in "Redeeming Love" (a friend loaned it to me and said it is amazing)...talk to you later!

So I got back from Ross's house last nite....I just want to say that HE IS THE GREATEST guy I've ever dated!!!! It's just the little things that he does to make sure that I'm taken care of... like if I need anything, if I want anything, what I wanna do! He treats me like a princess...any of you who know me know that I don't mind that at all! I'm so excited about this upcoming holiday season, hoipefully it will be a time when all of our families will grow closer! School is coming up quickly, work is on my ming right now...I hope that God will open up another door for me, hopefully better paying and with more opportunities for growth in the field of nursing! ****Pray that my score on the NET test is higher than 85!!!! Please!!!! A good score is around a 50...but since this field is becoming so competitive they want you to aim for 85-88!!! The higher my score is the better my chances of getting directly into the program! Please Lord!!! All of your prayers would be appreciated greatly! Well I have to go do some mroe reading in "Redeeming Love" (a friend loaned it to me and said it is amazing)...talk to you later!

Hey All! I took my NET test this morning (Nursing Entrance Test)...please pray that I did better than an 80...(the highest score ever gotten on it was an 88...it's graded weird) Anyways...the scores will be posted in about 10-14 days! While I'm waiting to hear back from my test I'll be getting to spend some time with Ross and his family! His birthday is tommorrow and I'm driving down tommorrow and I don't have to be back until Sunday afternoon so during the day while he is at work I'll be able to relax and hang out with his sister, do some much needed reading and even get some color on these not so brown legs! I didn't realize how working the hours I do that I still wouldn't feel like getting out of bed just to go fall asleep in the sun! ha! All I have done this summer is work and sleep and EAT!!! Lots of good, healthy, not fattening food of course! ha! School starts soon for some of my dearest friends (you know who you are) and I can't believe that I'm not going to be there to be a pain in the tushi any more! I'll have to visit sometime and bring Ross with me so that you can all meet him, get your passes ready now just to make sure that they are approved! ha, jut kidding! Well Melford Moo's you know that I love and I hope that when school begins it will be easier to talk to all of you! Best wishes, please give yourself enough traveling time to get to campus, and please leave me comments about the end of your summer and all the exciting things that have been happening! I love you all!

Hey ya'll! School is getting closer and closer! AGHHHH! Anyways, for all of my friends at MBBC I am going to try and visist sometime, but I just haven't thought of a good time yet, it will have to work out with my schooling, but hopefully that won't be to tough of a task! I am back on the job hunting trail again, Wedgewood only wanted me for the weekends and that just wouldn't have been enough hours for me to pay me school bill and save for my future! I really pray hard that God will point me in the right direction to find a new job, I would really like to find a good paying stable job! Who knows whats out there? Oh well I hope that all is well in you part of the world! Tootles!